It looks like I will undergo a big change in a few months
I’m going to move
And get my license
I just sent out some disappointing emails
And will never see many people again
I feel like a jellyfish
-float around without reason
-disintegrate very easily
-have four stomachs
When I thought about everything I’d miss, I noted:
- My bus drivers
- The old man who's always smoking outside of the building
- The employees of an Indian place I frequent (they know my order by heart)
- The old man who's always smoking outside of the building
- The employees of an Indian place I frequent (they know my order by heart)
I don’t need to move out for another 2 months, so I’ll be lurking around per usual
But I have been holed up in my bedroom these past few days
Grief strikes at the most unfortunate of times…
So, I brought blankets and pillows into the bathtub
And cried myself to sleep
Even though I do not usually “miss”
I Miss a Monster, and the Euphoria of Last Year
I am vacant